Welcome to my blog

Hey y'all I'm Bethany & I decided to start a blog so... YAY THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG POST!!

My whole life I've always felt like I haven't fit in- like anywhere. My testimony includes climaxes and rock-bottom's of all sorts which I will all explain in different blog posts along the way. God has been in my life every step of the way. Yes, I've neglected His presence & help many times but God has stayed faithful in perusing me into His great family. Any true follower of Christ will say that life for them at times hasn't been easy and let me tell you now, the last five years of my life haven't been easy.

These years consist of many injuries, tears, mental illness, school life, friends, relationships, and a whole lot of rock bottom- but God is faithful. I've been in a constant circle of finding God and then getting pulled back down like trying to walk on ice without the right equipment. I had the right equipment, I just overlooked how to really embrace and use it. Through these five years I've really learned how my mind has power beyond fathom. My mind had the power to turn one little toxic "what if" thought into mental illness which caused me to be physically sick.

Through every test and trial God has put me through, I am FINALLY seeing why He put me through all He did. Crazy that I'm saying this but I'm THANKFUL!! He has taught me how to give thanks always, how to forgive, being happy in Him, finding the right friends, not being afraid to ask for help, & most importantly: identifying my very being in Him.

I can't wait to write more and have the opportunity to help y'all with whatever is going on. Yes, I may be different in a lot of senses, but that's my life & I embrace it. Enjoy this page (: !!

Here's to a better me.